A day or two later, when I decided that I too must pass through the
experience of a parachute jump, life rose to a higher level,
to a sort of exhilarated calmness. The thought of crawling out onto the
struts and wires hundreds of feet above the earth, and
then giving up even that tenuous hold of safety and of substance, left me a
feeling of anticipation mixed with dread, of
confidence restrained by caution, of courage salted through with fear. How
tightly should one hold onto life? How loosely give
it rein? What gain was there for such a risk? I would have to pay in money
for hurling my body into space. There would be no
crowd to watch and applaud my landing. Nor was there any scientific
objective to be gained. No, there was deeper reason for
wanting to jump, a desire I could not explain. It was that quality that led
me into aviation in the first place -- it was a love of the
air and sky and flying, the lure of adventure, the appreciation of beauty.
It lay beyond the descriptive words of man -- where
immortality is touched through danger, where life meets death on equal
plane; where man is more than man, and existence both
supreme and valueless at the same instant.
-- Charles A. Lindberg